Ythe phoenix in polka dots with her jacksonY
Labels: d-i-y, diy, grind, grindcore, mincecore, progressive metal, prohibited projects, tech-metal, technical metal, Thrash
signing off on... 9/23/2013 04:44:00 pm
Ythe phoenix in polka dots with her jacksonY
Emperor
Watain
The DtA team that are going to represent Death
Carcass
1349
Behemoth
Fueled by Fire
Gehenna
Impaled Nazarene
Kataklysm
Nightmare
Shining
Terror
Tsjuder
Toxic Holocaust
Rather than waiting and watching 1 band at a time, this is like killing many birds with 1 stone where I get to see many.
Join the Cult Now!
Labels: Hellfest, Hellfest 2014, Hellfest Open Air, Hellfest Open Air 2014
signing off on... 9/20/2013 09:36:00 am
Ythe phoenix in polka dots with her jacksonY
...is easier said than done.
Yes, I have promised many to wait.
I have been the most patient person.
If it were to fail, there will always be a reason for this.
It is indeed another failure and I don't think it feels right to push myself to wait and carry on when it is definitely going nowhere.
I have been the most patient person.
If it were to fail, there will always be a reason for this.
It is indeed another failure and I don't think it feels right to push myself to wait and carry on when it is definitely going nowhere.
For how long more?
I should be blamed for the failure too.
I should be blamed for the failure too.
Even with a heavy heart, I think I am prepared to close this 6 years long chapter.
It is painful but I am positive that time will heal everything.
6 years might have been long but we get to learn a lot and it made us grow.
It is painful but I am positive that time will heal everything.
6 years might have been long but we get to learn a lot and it made us grow.
I am ready to open a new one and look forward to a more fruitful, adventurous and brighter life ahead.
I just have to and I must.
I am truly sorry.
To the One, please give me the strength and courage to move on.
I just have to and I must.
I am truly sorry.
To the One, please give me the strength and courage to move on.
Thank you.
I came across this excerpts from Truebook.org in Facebook shared by a very good friend of mine.
It is truly beautiful indeed.
Read on.
"After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you begin to learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security.
And you learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child.
And you learn to built all your roads on today because tomorrow's road is too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden, and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure... you really are strong.
And you really do have worth.
And you learn, and you learn…
with every goodbye,
You Learn…"
I came across this excerpts from Truebook.org in Facebook shared by a very good friend of mine.
It is truly beautiful indeed.
Read on.
"After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you begin to learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security.
And you learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child.
And you learn to built all your roads on today because tomorrow's road is too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden, and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure... you really are strong.
And you really do have worth.
And you learn, and you learn…
with every goodbye,
You Learn…"
signing off on... 9/10/2013 12:00:00 pm
Ythe phoenix in polka dots with her jacksonY
If you think that…
you are going through bad times alone
going through the lowest of the lowest point in your life
you are facing a huge problem which you think it's unsolvable
the people in your life are giving you a hard time
your manager/boss always nag at you
life is a bitch
you are feeling suicidal
things just don’t go your way
your favorite football team lost and you have to pull a blackface at work the next day
your anger/PMS gets the better of you so you have every right to scream at people that crosses your path
you’ve just got back from a holiday and got all blue because you have to return to work and face the reality
you can get angry over the slightest things with your family or your boyfriend/girlfriend all you want
etc.
All you need to do is to shut up for a moment and
divert all of your negative mindset/energy somewhere else.
Listen to some relaxing music for the calming effects or heavy music if it makes you feel better.
Do yoga or other exercises.
Take up a sport.
Talk to the wall/mirror or to your cat/dog and do funny faces at them.
Drink a cup of chocolate, coffee or tea.
Watch funny videos, roll over the floor and laugh all you want.
Listen to your friends’ useful advices and be grateful that they at least took the time to lend you their listening ears or shoulders to cry on in the first place.
By doing this, you are able to consistently maintain a positive frame of mind and
realized that there is always a way out to every issues.
You have to be thankful in life too, for there are other people out there who are not as fortunate as us all and have to go through a lot worse.
Have a good week!
Labels: Complaints, Everyday Issues, Issues, Life, Problems, Quotes, Solutions
signing off on... 3/12/2013 12:00:00 am
Ythe phoenix in polka dots with her jacksonY
6-days of free time to yourself because company has to shut the business temporarily due to company retreat and leaving you behind in SG because you are still new? Of course, I couldn't be more happier!
Have never been happier attending the 2nd gig of the year last Saturday, and meeting familiar people after months of not seeing them, and of course, meeting new people too.
Got to know a band:
Mostly long-haired, serious-looking group but with funny stage antics.
Colourful personalities and bloody jokers.
Chicken and duck languages and lots of communication barriers.
Got to be their tour guide for a night tour to Mustaffa Centre.
One loves cats. He doesn't want anything but only want to take pictures of cats, or Singapura cats.
And cookies with absolutely no mango flavours O_o
One just want foodstuffs full of surprises...mostly super spicy so he can sabo the friends back in Japan.
One flirts alot.
One was initially the most reserved person in the group but loves to laugh at all of the foodstuffs that he came across on.
One took 6 boxes of cookies at one go and always got teased by the members for looking like a monkey.
Nearly 2-hours spent, just at the food section alone.
Got targeted by a stalker from Sri Lanka.
Playing a maze game together with them just to avoid the stalker.
When you are a Japanese and you saw your own kind especially the girls, you can't be kind to them.
You teased them instead. These guys did and they called them "Bitches!"
Well, of course, it might not be neccessary.
You teased them instead. These guys did and they called them "Bitches!"
Well, of course, it might not be neccessary.
In my conclusion, I think I really need to learn Japanese that badly.
signing off on... 3/06/2013 01:28:00 am
Ythe phoenix in polka dots with her jacksonY
2013 has been a very slow, low key and a busy start for me.
The CNY and VDAY peak periods and the massive orders at work kept me super busy during January and early February alone.
My first gig of year started off with Luna Sea, on the 8th February, in an even more dramatic way.
I was damn late for the gig and I missed out on their first 3 songs.
Fortunately, my workplace and the gig venue is just nearby.
I would have given up the thoughts of attending it once and for all if my office were to be situated further than that.
Fast forward to the gig, I was so mesmerized by their flawless, mind-blowing performances throughout, packed with alot of adrenaline-pumping moments. The whole show ended majestically and on a high note, leaving many wanting more. But of course, we could only wait for next time or visit Japan and catch their show there.
Speaking of Japan, well, I really have the urge to go there.
Music/record shops / Visual-Kei cosplay season at Harajuku / people-watching on those Japs in flamboyant outfits / their quirky souvenirs / their various music scenes / the rare stuff that you cannot find here in SG / their historical sites / waterfalls and those natural sceneries that you can't find in the almost concrete-looking SG, etc.
Okay, I can dream of those first but when I'm totally ready, I'll just jet-off there!
signing off on... 3/06/2013 12:49:00 am
Ythe phoenix in polka dots with her jacksonY
What it feels like to usher the new year without you by my side?
Is there anyone else who is facing the same thing like I do now?
Anyone there?
To the One, wherever you are, when you are back, back in my arms...
I want us to come out strong once again.
Stronger this time.
Luna Sea - Moon
Stronger this time.
Luna Sea - Moon
X Japan - Voiceless Screaming
Labels: 2013, moon, new year, voiceless screaming
signing off on... 1/01/2013 12:21:00 am
